Yep. not sure, so I’m just going to free-write for a few minutes and then delete all the parts that embarass me. It’d be great if that ended up the only sentence left hahahaha like an homage to being slefconscious. That’d be rich. But hey mayeb I’ll leave this stuff. I wonder why people have been rejecting me so much recently from friendship to romance it feels like there is a war against being in my life. On the same note I have made new friends, perhaps people are leaving at the same rate they always have but I am focussed on them instead of the ones who stay. I am working hard on that because of when it occured to me last week. Like when you are making plans, you should always opt for the plans witht he person who has hung out with you before who has been there through the weeks, rather than the person who is novel. It is simply the just way to reward someone for being in your life is to give them precedence. I also just listened to Joy on Demand by Chade Meng-Tan. I had read the book but decided to read it aswell because I tend to earn auditory lessons better. It is still excelent and I will probably have it as my go-to book on tape in the car when I’m not being sucked through another wonderful Terry Pratchett audiobook. I’m so glad Audible has been successful and made audio books more available. The section at Barnes and Noble was always painful for me and I ended up almost only being interested in the Stephen Hawking books there. But that was also upsetting because they didn’t have the book read in his voice which has dissappoointed me for years.

 

That was fun. No editting, except brief deletions. Just simple writing word vomit.

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