Well, things have changed, but not much internally. I still don’t have direction, despite looking for it. I stopped writing here, and that is a shame. So, for now, I’ll just write my thoughts and not try too hard to write well as long as I post more often.
There is one thing I have been keeping up with. I am still studying Japanese using the Fluent Forever system. I am enjoying myself and am finally moving from the Pronunciation Trainer stage to the Vocabulary stage. Kanji is hard, but much more fun than English letters and words.
I fell out of both my practice of meditation and my workout routine, and really almost every routine I had. Despite that my Glucose levels have been in-range for longer than any point in the past 10-15 years.
I’m writing this post to get started and also because I am a little worried that I might be going into another cycle of depression soon. Hopefully writing will help me stay out of it and remind me of things I am getting done. I mean, before I wrote this post I had forgotten how well I am doing with Japanese and Glucose Averages, so it seems to be working.
I hope everyone who reads this is having a good Holiday Season 🙂
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Keep writing and keep busy!, i know how difficult it is and i still go through stages of depression but you can get through it and weirdly things do get better (even though i feel and see dark clouds at times)
Happy Holidays and surround yourself with great people!
Very interesting post! I agree life choices can be difficult, and often very “mind consuming.” I just completed a piece on how the presence of choice isn’t necessarily the cause for hesitation in our lives… but more the fear of making an incorrect decision. Feel free to give it a read! http://youthsgonewonky.com/2015/12/29/too-fast-or-not-at-all/